Monday, 14 April 2008

Deep Dark Secret #1

One of my deep dark secrets is that I'm extremely passionate about stage life.  I wish I could be part of some drama or dancing act.  Not ballet - its too... stuck up?  Sorry, and no offense, but it just don't enjoy it.  I enjoy watching it, but being a ballerina just seems awfully boring.

If I could have a choice it would be some kind of modern, freestyle, hip hop dance.  I love the adrenaline rush it brings.

I guess I'm a bit shy about it since people automatically assume that you like attention, and you love being in the spotlight, and that is bad in some way or another.  I don't know.  I don't agree.  I just love entertaining.  In our culture it is something that is OK for kids, but it is often suppressed in adults.  Its not the proper way to behave I guess.

Now here I am, in front of my computer screen, sometimes boring myself to death.  I guess that's one reason why I absolutely ADORE blogging.  I love having an audience.  Its too exhilarating for words. I wish I had the guts, and the talent to just put it all out there and not care.  I wish I could, but maybe one day.... maybe one day I will.....

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Tuesday, 01 April 2008

Wonderland

Sitting here makes me feel a little like Alice in Wonderland.  Like I don't fit in yet, and everything is still a bit strange, still it feels hauntingly familiar.  I guess blogging is just where my heart lies, and whatever platform I use, it will almost give me that fond homey feel.

I guess I need to start focussing on what I'm going to blog about again.  I haven't shared much personal stuff lately since I've had a spy on my ass.  :P  It wasn't that bad - not a stalker at least!  But basically I found out that my husband is reading my blog, and I guess its just that I sometimes blurt things out on here to vent, and I don't always want to worry about what I say.  Or how I say it.  He didn't say anything about it, and he probably won't either, but just to keep it safe, I'll rather spill the beans in this new nook on the web.



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