Monday, 14 April 2008

Deep Dark Secret #1

One of my deep dark secrets is that I'm extremely passionate about stage life.  I wish I could be part of some drama or dancing act.  Not ballet - its too... stuck up?  Sorry, and no offense, but it just don't enjoy it.  I enjoy watching it, but being a ballerina just seems awfully boring.

If I could have a choice it would be some kind of modern, freestyle, hip hop dance.  I love the adrenaline rush it brings.

I guess I'm a bit shy about it since people automatically assume that you like attention, and you love being in the spotlight, and that is bad in some way or another.  I don't know.  I don't agree.  I just love entertaining.  In our culture it is something that is OK for kids, but it is often suppressed in adults.  Its not the proper way to behave I guess.

Now here I am, in front of my computer screen, sometimes boring myself to death.  I guess that's one reason why I absolutely ADORE blogging.  I love having an audience.  Its too exhilarating for words. I wish I had the guts, and the talent to just put it all out there and not care.  I wish I could, but maybe one day.... maybe one day I will.....

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Monday, 07 April 2008

Crazy Insane Work Expectation?!? --- !@#%$@%^&

Morning on this beautiful Monday.  My eyes are a bit bloodshot, but I'm still kicking.  I spent 18 hours on the road this past weekend, so I am a bit edgy and maybe even irritated.  We had to drive to the other end of the world for a wedding this past weekend, and though the wedding was nice, I'd really prefer if we didn't have to DRIVE there - all in just one weekend :P

Other than that I'm ecstatic - no really.  I can't wait to get home, do my washing, and clean up the house.  No sarcasm there, promise.  I wish I could just be a housewife, and bring up kids.  Suppose life doesn't always work out the way we want it, or at the exact time that we want it :P

Today I actually have quite a bit of work, but I'm struggling with it.  The one is a personal assessment which I'm suppose to complete today, but I hardly know what to fill out.  What they basically require is for each person to spend their personal time to read books which are work related.  How insane is that?  There's absolutely no way that I'm doing that - I'm not a work-aholic thank you very much!! 

I feels its rather arrogant for them to expect something like that!!  Can you imagine?  Maybe if I could do it in work time, or if I had an agreement to study while working for them, but nothing of the sort!!! They believe its for my own benefit, which is a good enough reason for me to offer up my social life, and maybe even my married life, and all housekeeping.  WTF?!?!?  I might consider it if they paid for a domestic working - lol, but since they don't, I won't be reading any work books OR magazines while I'm home.  I'll be relaxing, and spending time with my husband.  Which is what I am SUPPOSE to do anyway.
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