Deep Dark Secret #1
One of my deep dark secrets is that I'm extremely passionate about stage life. I wish I could be part of some drama or dancing act. Not ballet - its too... stuck up? Sorry, and no offense, but it just don't enjoy it. I enjoy watching it, but being a ballerina just seems awfully boring.
If I could have a choice it would be some kind of modern, freestyle, hip hop dance. I love the adrenaline rush it brings.
I guess I'm a bit shy about it since people automatically assume that you like attention, and you love being in the spotlight, and that is bad in some way or another. I don't know. I don't agree. I just love entertaining. In our culture it is something that is OK for kids, but it is often suppressed in adults. Its not the proper way to behave I guess.
Now here I am, in front of my computer screen, sometimes boring myself to death. I guess that's one reason why I absolutely ADORE blogging. I love having an audience. Its too exhilarating for words. I wish I had the guts, and the talent to just put it all out there and not care. I wish I could, but maybe one day.... maybe one day I will.....
